what do you do when the person you've loved for over half your life, no longer loves you?
no longer wants to be with you...what do you do?
how do you pick up the pieces and move on?
he's been part of me since I was 19.
I turn 46 next month.
he's held my hand thru my cancer, the death of my father.
he knows things I've never told anyone else, things I barely wanted to know about myself.
he's been my lover, my father, my husband, and my best friend.
and now, he's none of those, by his own choice.
so what do I do now?